Saturday, May 30, 2009

chasing with the boys

Before the class will start i have two weeks to go after with my boys. I'm not referring the "boys" that is associated with crushes, suitors or what? I'm referring my boys with my three younger brothers. Since I'm the ate(eldest) the three of them is in my hands. Good thing they are already finished enrolled in their school. With the remaining weeks they're still enjoying the summer. They keep on asking me when the start of class is. And I keep on answering back to them that question a million times. Their excitement in school is in the highest level. Guess they really miss school where learning and fun is there.
Taking care of my boys is not until this summer or after summer. It's forever. I'm going to be there for them until they grow up as a man. My mother can't afford to take care of them because she's still busy with her work. So I'm the eyes and ears of my boys. As an eldest and as a student my role is important in my family. It's really hard to pare my time with them coz for sure my time will utilize to my work in school. Now that I'm almost there in a finish lines of my schooling it's hard to balance my time with them.
My responsibility - is a matter of life and death. It's not gonna be easy on my part. There are times I don't bother to care for myself because I devote my time to my loved ones. And I can assure to them that my time will spent wisely.

Wednesday, May 27, 2009

Ordinary dream

one night I saw you in my dreams
i didn't recognize your face and your lips
all I know that you're standing right next to me
who are you?
are you the guy who'll make my dreams come true?

why don't you show yourself up?
and don't be afraid coz i want
to know who you are please take care with me
are you for real?
or just an ordinary dream
i want to touch and look your face
and feel your warm embrace

i saw you walking on the street
wearing that beautiful smile
you look the same guy that used to know before
who are you?
are you the guy who'll make my dreams come true?

are you the guy I'm looking for?
want to come and share my world?