Effortless, lazy ass, unworthy are the words that they described me. That I don’t know if it’s good to hear all the unpleasant words that are thrown from me. They don’t get me because if they did they will understand me. It’s really hard to explain a lot of things to the person that would never understand you. And what’s the purpose of explaining? Never crossing minds. I put words on their mouth, that’s why I’m getting pissed. Talk is cheap. So, I will not talk. I’ll let my eyes and my mind do the work. If I have some thoughts on my mind then I’ll find a person that I could talk to. A person understands me well, a person who is intellectually-stimulating. I’m getting used for rejection. Let them do their own work, for they never believe in my abilities’. As if they perfect-they know everything. I never gave them headaches but they don’t know that they’ve hurt me. Mixed emotions that can lead me to depressions. Laughter’s are my key weapons. I laugh without any reason. In that way, I can assure that I still have my side of being a funny girl. Happiness is all that you want. But it’s not permanent. There’s no permanent in this world. You can’t be happy always if there are things that are not on the right tract. Don’t forget that life has ups and downs.
The persons that I’ve treasured in my life are giving me hesitations if they were truly real. They don’t feel my presence and worth because they keep on pestering. The problems that I wanted t share, now I’m keeping it to myself. In that way, no one would know what’s going on with my life. No more up-to-date. Consideration is a thought for others and their feelings. They don’t know that because they never tried it for once. Every time I’ll hear them talking, I’ll zip my mouth. My thoughts are ready for processing to speak-up. There are things that are not meant to be said. So, I’ll remain in silence. What makes it different if I’ll speak-up? What else for? They will not listen.
You don’t always have to defend yourself with your words. Sometimes your silence gives you people a clue that you have better thoughts in mind. Appreciate is to recognized the value and to understand fully the things that happen to your life. You should learn the value of it because if you don’t all the things that happen in this world will remain unnoticed by you.
The persons that I’ve treasured in my life are giving me hesitations if they were truly real. They don’t feel my presence and worth because they keep on pestering. The problems that I wanted t share, now I’m keeping it to myself. In that way, no one would know what’s going on with my life. No more up-to-date. Consideration is a thought for others and their feelings. They don’t know that because they never tried it for once. Every time I’ll hear them talking, I’ll zip my mouth. My thoughts are ready for processing to speak-up. There are things that are not meant to be said. So, I’ll remain in silence. What makes it different if I’ll speak-up? What else for? They will not listen.
You don’t always have to defend yourself with your words. Sometimes your silence gives you people a clue that you have better thoughts in mind. Appreciate is to recognized the value and to understand fully the things that happen to your life. You should learn the value of it because if you don’t all the things that happen in this world will remain unnoticed by you.
