why hurry?

They are in a hurry – my friends. They were desperate. They want to have a boyfriend. Why are they in a hurry? To think they’re too young to have in a relationship. Aside from that, how could you enjoy if you’re already committed in a relationship? Do you really want to have a boyfriend because its fad nowadays? So what if you’re single? Do guys have anything to do with that?

Being “SINGLE” for how many years doesn’t bother me at all. If it happens it will happen. If it comes it will come. If not, then that’s life. You have to accept it. If you force yourself to find for the “right one”, I’m sorry honey but it will not just come right there. Patience is still a virtue. Don’t find for it, let it find you – your true love (gee, sounds so corny!).

Enjoy life. Appreciate every moment and take from these moments everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again. And I’m sure God has his own reason and purpose for you. Don’t be in a hurry. As what Jordin Sparks said, there’s no need to rush, one step at a time.

Take it easy girls!
Just go with the flow.

ADRENALINE RUSH

I hate to see myself crying. It takes my adrenaline weaken. I feel guilty when I was not able to do the task that my mom was given to me this morning. I do my best. Yes, I really did. But my mom said "You lack initiative and You're effortless". She's upset with me. She doesn't trust me at all just because of that stupid task that I was not able to accomplished. It's been a couple of days that we didn't speak up. I hate to think that I'm guilty. It's hard for me to talk to her around. Because she will not entertain me. I miss my mom. I miss talking to her about a lot of things. My relationship towards her is in a silent mode. I miss the bound. It makes me weak. The Adrenaline jolted through my veins.

PAST IS PAST

It started with a game. It's not about thruth and consequences,though. But it's all about truth. So if you lose, we will gonna ask you some questions and you need to answer it honestly. Wow, it's though. The name of the game is 7up! So let's start the game.

1 - 2 -3 -4 -5 -6 -7 up!

Oopps, I lose. So the questions is related to my past love life (why in hell they want to know it?). They asked me if it's true that I cried about this guy who I loved before. And I started to laugh. I don't want to talk about this guy anymore because I'm not into him anymore. And guess what? the guy is included in the game. And his the one who asked the questions. So what I did I tell him the truth. There's so much I wanna tell but I guess I should limit myself. When talking about my past love life, I couldn't help myself to feel that kilig factor, you know. I still have the memories on my mind. It's hard to forget all the things that you've spent together. I don't know if he knows already the craziest things I've done for him. I really was thinking that "he's the one" for me. I was wrong. It's hard to accept the truth. That's why I'm giving myself a break at that moment. Time would be useful. time had passed, I learn the art of letting go. In the first place, it's not easy. But thanks God, I passed the tests. He let me know how to be hurt. And it's killing me, you know. Now, I'm looking forward for the things that life has to offfer.

1- 2 -3 -4 -5 -6 -7 up!

Oopps. Now it's my time to ask him a question.

If I said i love you, what credit is that to you?