ADRENALINE RUSH

I hate to see myself crying. It takes my adrenaline weaken. I feel guilty when I was not able to do the task that my mom was given to me this morning. I do my best. Yes, I really did. But my mom said "You lack initiative and You're effortless". She's upset with me. She doesn't trust me at all just because of that stupid task that I was not able to accomplished. It's been a couple of days that we didn't speak up. I hate to think that I'm guilty. It's hard for me to talk to her around. Because she will not entertain me. I miss my mom. I miss talking to her about a lot of things. My relationship towards her is in a silent mode. I miss the bound. It makes me weak. The Adrenaline jolted through my veins.