For 19 years....,

All my life I've been facing a lot of challenges, responsibility, problems and criticism but i still able to keep my feet on the ground and pray that I could solve these problems. I never imagine that God has given me much blessings than I expected and I appreciated it. Everyday I always thanked God for the gift of life that he has given me. That he let me open my eyes to the beautiful things that he himself created. He also let me experienced how to be hurt, how to be loved and how to be lived. I am so happy and glad that he's always beside me guiding- which path and road I should take. I thanked him for giving:

A WONDERFUL FRIENDS

" Tell me who your friends are and I will tell you who you are." My friends and I shared a lot of memories for the past three years. I admit it's hard to predict who really is your friends but these REAL and TRUE friends of mine were absolutely different. There are the ones who who constantly remind me to be humble yet despite of my imperfections they embraced and comfort me. We talk a lot, laugh as much as we can, we shared problems, we cry, we comfort each other. that's my friends are.

A HAPPY FAMILY

I've been waiting for the day that God will give me a happy happy family and he grant my wish. When was in my teen age years, I don't have the strong foundation of what we called "FAMILY". My mom and I were always fighting for a lot of things and I couldn't help but cry. Crying is always my friend. I cry because I get hurt and pray that these things will turned into good ones. When don, my step dad came into our life everything changes. He let me show what's the important of the word "FAMILY". Until then, I never expected that I already have the strong foundation of my family. We talk often, we eat dinner together, we go shopping, we hang out and have dinner at the restaurant and we also share life experiences. I really thanked God for giving me enough TIME for my family.

Now that I'm coming 19 this Aug. 31 which is Sunday, I couldn't ask for more than the love that God has given me. I know I don't have to worry at all because i believe he will never leave me. And I will never get tired of saying THANK YOU! as I grow older. Imagine if you don't have God in your LIFE.

Life as we know it!

Sometimes people came into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, teach you a lesson or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never learn who these people maybe (possibly your roommate, neighbor, co-worker, long lost best friend, lover or even a complete stranger), but when you look eyes with them. You know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.

And sometimes things happen to you that may seen horrible,painful and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, will, power or your heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and show stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be safe like a smoothly paused, straight, flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly print less.

The people you meet who affect your life and the success and downfalls your experience, help to create who you are and who you become. Even the bad experiences can be learned from. In fact, they are probably the most poignant and important ones. If someone hurts you, betrays you or breaks your heart, forgive them for they have helped you learn about trust and the importance of being cautious when you open your heart. If someone loves you, love them back unconditionally not only because they loved you, but because in a way, they are teaching you to love and how to open your heart and eyes to things.

Make everyday count. Appreciate every moment and take from those moments everything that you possibly can, for you may never be able to experience it again.

Don't Stress, Don't Stress

Gone are the days of being so relaxed at school. As if there is no projects or assignments that needs to be done. As a student enrolled in a prestigious university, you can't predict whether the students is studious or not (we term it as "naning").

But in my cases, I feel so relaxed (as well as my colleague0 from the past few days. When mid-term exam are fast approaching, I can't count how many projects, business letters, video documented stories, assignments,. . . that needs to be pass before exam. The worst thing is, I don't know how and where to start.This is really the time and the moment that I can feel the pressure as a student. I love being busy all the time. It makes me strive and motivate everyday.I can easily organize and match things up. I don't care if people might think that I'm crazy. As long as I am happy of what I'm doing.

Never mind the sleepless nights and the stress. What matters most is you have the drive to do anything you love.